Posted by Brian on October 26, 2001 at 19:13:30:
In Reply to: Widowed at 33 posted by VJB on October 05, 2001 at 18:48:24:
I understand your pain. It has been 11 months since I lost my wife. She was only 24. She was 8 1/2 months pregnant with our son. I lost both on December 15th. The are together now. She was so happy she was going to have a son. It made her so happy she glowed. We have a daughter that is now 18 months old and looks exactly like her. I hurt so much know that she will never know how much her mommy loved her. I never think I can marry again. I am married and will be until the day I die. My daughter is tha only thing that keeps me going. I see her as my salvation. Each day is a victory for me. Each day I wake up is another I will have to endure. I have family and friends that want to be there for me but they truly can't. They don't understand. I feel so alone each night as I lay in bed. I cannot talk about it because I do not want to bring someone down. I just want to run away some days. I don't think the pain will ever end.
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