Posted by Kathare on November 09, 2001 at 14:30:05:
In Reply to: Re: Widowed at 33 posted by Brian on October 26, 2001 at 19:13:30:
I know how you feel, somedays I just want to scream and yell at Chris for dying,he was only 38
and I am only 30, Chris died this year on April 22,2001,17 days after his birthday,He left me with three wonderful children to raise, ages,9,8,and7 Two boys and a girl,My daughter 8
writes to him and gives me the letters, when i read them, It feels like my heart is being torn.I am hating the holidays that are coming,my heart is not into it, as hard as I can I will do my best,May was 11 years together, every night I go to bed hoping to see him in my dreams.Marring him was and always be in my heart, our youngest is a mirror image of him.Family,I have no help, how do you hepl someone who dose not understand.
Will the pain every ease, just a little