Posted by Janice on May 08, 2000 at 22:06:06:
In Reply to: Why me? posted by Bobbie Jean on May 08, 2000 at 20:08:36:
Hi I just read your letter and I want to say that your
not alone. I was married to my husband for close to
2 years and than the Doctors discovered that he had
melanomia cancer. I got pregneat with our 2nd child
when Chris (husband) was in remission. Well all hell
broke loose, I was 6 months pregneat when the Doctors
had found 3 large tumors in the brain. Chris took the
new chemo and had some success with it. I went into have
our baby in september to only find that she was still
born. Doctors still dont know what went wrong. All test looked
so good baby and me were doing fine. When I got home from
the hospital my husband had found some more bumps on his skin
well it turned out that the cancer had spread like wild
flowers through out his entire body. I lost him just over
2 months after we had lost Madison. I am now into my
5th month of grieving and trying to move on with my life
what ever that means??? I am find it very difficult though. I have
been back to work for just over 2 months. I am actually
taking off for holidays with my daughter and friends. I just want to get
away from everyone for a while.
I am very interested in talking with you. Please feel free to give
me an E-mail anytime. How are you finding life is going after the One year
mark??? Hows your little girl doing???
Hope to hear from you real soon.
Janice ......