Posted by Bobbie Jean on May 08, 2000 at 20:08:36:
I always ask the same question, "Why me?", and there does not seem to be any acceptable answer. I was widowed just about a year ago with a one month old baby girl. I can't believe that this is my life now. If you would have told me five years ago that your husband will be fighting cancer for the greater part of your married life and you'll end up raising a child on your own, I would have never believed you. All I have ever wanted was a normal family. Of all the people in the world why me? I keep thinking I must have really done something wrong, but I have no clue as to what it could be. Can it get any worse than it is now? If you have any answers for me please help!!