Posted by Vicki on July 23, 2002 at 00:32:52:
In Reply to: Re: Re: widow at 28 posted by Brandy Croteau on June 12, 2002 at 22:50:41:
Brandy you poor Dear, when I read your post I stopped and prayed for you. My Father passed away May 18th and My Mom had him for 48 years. They lived in Southern California and Moved to Galt 2 years to the day of his death. He wanted to always have a ranch and that dream was fullfilled. My Mom is hurting each and everyday, the nights are the worse for her. She crys and crys for him she knows he can't come back. But there have been many signs sent from him to let us know he is okay. Please try to keep yourself open for connection's from Steve. I believe in this with all my heart because it happens. Your babies will be proud of their Daddy one day when they can understand, right now he is on a vacation as far as they feel. You are a wonderful Mother and Wife to go through such hurt at such a young time in your life. Keep lifting him high and Thank God he had a wonderful full life of friends and family they are your suppost system. I truly miss my Daddy but no where as much as my Mother does he was her right hand.
Hang in there take it 1 day at a time.the pain will never go away it will only become less. As far as you not feeling well this is part of the process, I too had no energy I just felt so down and I know it was just the emotion of it all. I just wanted to sleep and rest. Then 2 weeks ago today my Uncle Passed away He being my Mothers Baby Brother, Him being like a brother to me always, and here I go again trying to cope and helping my Mother cope.
Big Hugs for you all and you are in My Prayers...
Love Vicki