Posted by amanda on November 11, 2001 at 19:13:07:
In Reply to: Re: Boyfriend of 6 years died suddenly at 24 posted by Janine on August 15, 2001 at 14:56:31:
I dont know where to begin, I am still in denial that my boyfriend is gone we were together for 5 years and living together for almost 3. He was a truck driver and I stayed at home the home he bought for us to begin a family in!On the 8th of october 2001 I got a call telling me there was a fatal accident, not believing it I kept saying this is a joke please tell me this is a joke,and my mind was racing and my heart failing it wasnt a joke! My boyfriend who I was with the night before is dead, I kept telling myself its not the right guy its not him and it was! Some careless lady not paying attention ran into his truck rubbing his tires made him lose control as he tried to gain control the truck went over a bridge and flipped with 3 heavy shipments on the truck that made it harder for him to gain any control! This lady took the love that I wont ever have due to carelessness! I am still in denail everyday not knowing what to do!Or how to go on!My birthday passed recently and now thatnkgiving and christmas are on the way I feel so alone and afraid!I cant talk to him or hug him ever again! He was only 23, just started life and then it gets taken so tradgicaly. I am so angry and confused! I appreciate the time you have taken to read this im not on the net often but the next time I get on I hope to hear from you. I hope you are ok, "as we have to live day by day" In my thoughts Amanda