Posted by Cathy on October 13, 2001 at 17:06:28:
In Reply to: Re: stuff I am thinking posted by Anna on October 06, 2001 at 01:31:09:
Dear Anna, My heart goes out to you. I too lost my husband and best friend of 22 years to cancer. We have 8 children. Six of which are still home. Some people say that it is easier in time, but it's been a year since his diagnose, and 5months since his death and I am having a really hard time. I miss him so very much. My problem is trying to find out who I am without him.Everything we did we did together. Just when I think I got myself kinda together I lose it. The only thing I know is that he got the better end of the deal. You Know if it weren't for the children I would probably give up myself. That probably doesn't help you any, only that I really know how you feel.