Posted by Vixon on September 17, 2001 at 10:19:10:
I am a 24-year-old widow with two kids. My husband passed away about 2 years ago. I met a guy on line and he and I have been talking for about a year now. We have talked on the phone and sent pictures. I have strong feelings for him but I am scared that he does not really understand that I cannot take getting hurt again. We are going to meet for the first time tomorrow. He has told me that he loves me, and I think I feel the same. I just can't get hurt again. I have been so depressed for the past few months over this. Thinking that he will reject me and not like me for who I am. He has talked about the kind of girls he likes and I am afraid that I will not match them. I am not a small girl. I have had two kids and still hold the weight from them. After my husband died he is the first I have given my heart to. I am so scared of lousing him too. Please help!!