Posted by Amy Buckner on April 13, 2001 at 21:12:28:
In Reply to: I am alone with a toddler who has never met his Daddy posted by Helen England on April 13, 2001 at 17:17:40:
Helen. I lost my husband when our first born was 8 and a half months old in a car accident. The accident happened about an 1/8th of a mile from my parents house. I was at the scene of the accident and saw my husband in pain.
I too know what you feel. I see my husband in my now nearly two year old son. In fact, my son has an incredible amount of similar qualities as his dad.
I also feel like I am living my life in a blur. I don't remember much of anything and feel as if the days just go by and by without much meaning. I can honestly tell you it's getting better after my first year alone, but what I lost not only in a wonderful husband, but in my son's first year of life...will never be regained. I too feel your pain...but let my strength be yours!
Amy