Posted by Kenetta on March 06, 2001 at 08:12:02:
Anyone out there who is dealing with the loss of a sibling? I lost mine about 10 years ago. I know it seems long, but it's not. He died from a shot gun wound to the neck by his best friend. Over a stupid female friend. He was only 14!!I still have alot of unanswered questions and feelings. I really don't know how to handle them. How can I get over this betrayle I feel? How do I forgive the boy who caused all this hurt? How do I ever get past all of this? The boy who shot my brother is still walking around free, my parents say it was an accident, but I don't see it that way. Why would it be an accident when the evidence proves other wise? I have never really told anyone how I feel cause no matter what, my 3 children still will grow up with no uncle. I feel as though I am beginning to forget him and the real important stuff. Got any suggestions? On the outside I look fine, but on the inside, I am still hurting and confused. HELP!