Posted by JESSICA on February 26, 2001 at 22:22:05:
In Reply to: Re: Losing my wife posted by Mike on January 16, 2001 at 09:37:08:
HI I'VE RECENTLY LOST MY HUSBAND, HE PASSED AWAY ON CHRISTMAS EVE (2000), WE ALSO HAD
CHILDREN 11YRS AND 6MONTHS... ITS BEEN VERY DIFFICULT ACCEPTING IT, SOMETIMES IM NOT SURE IF I EVEN HAVE, I AM TAKING MY TIME, GOING THROUGH THE HEALING PROCESS, I HAVE DAYS THAT I FEEL I MAY BE ALLRIGHT AND THE NEXT DAY IM NOT... I NEVER IMAGINED LIFE AS A WIDOWER AND LIFE HAVING TO SHARE WITH MY DAUGHTER ALL ABOUT HER DADDY WHO SHE WILL NEVER MEET, I DO FEEL THAT IT'S VERY UNFAIR, ITS THE WORST FEELING POSSIBLE AND I DO BELIEVE THAT TALKING ABOUT IT AND RELYING ON JESUS WILL GET US THROUGH IT.