Posted by Sylvia L. on February 08, 2001 at 21:33:08:
In Reply to: Lost My Dear Wife 10/29/00 posted by Moses L Butler on February 08, 2001 at 19:47:13:
Moses,I feel your loss.I lost my husband of eleven years on Nov.23,1999.He was my one true love. I still miss him and think about him everyday that passes.I too feel so lonely and need for companionship. I sometimes feel guilty for feeling that way but I know that my husband wouldn't want me to feel guilty.We always use to talk about death openly and he had told me that if he ever passed away before me that he would want me to find someone that would love me and the children as much as he did.I know that I could never replace him to me he was one of a kind.I just pray every night that if the Lord puts someone in my path that he thinks I should be with I'll know it.I know it's gets very lonely somedays more than others but give yourself some time to grieve.I don't know whats the answer to
not feeling lonely I still feel lonely everyday and it's been a little over a year already and everyone wants to help and no matter how hard they try late at night when everyone has gone home am stil alone.All I can tell you is having my children and knowing their apart of him and knowing how much of him lives in them helps me get through the day.No one can ever take that away.Talking about it helps alot too.
God bless. Sylvia L.
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