Posted by Sylvia L. on December 18, 2000 at 20:35:11:
In Reply to: Christmas Cookies posted by Sandy on December 06, 2000 at 11:51:38:
It's the same for me losing my husband changed my life completely .I don't think I will ever be the same again and that scares me a little because of my kids I don't want to do that to them but it's hard trying to make it look to everyone like your o.k. and life's going on for you when in reality it's slowly falling apart. My heart breaks a little everytime I think of his laugh touch or how my son can read a book now and daddy wasn't there to hear him read that book .It's not fare that he was taken from me so young just when we were the happiest that we ever were.The one year anniversary of his death was this thanksgiving and I had to spend it bury my older brother who had died in a car accident a week before thanksgiving and my favorite aunt three months before that.We just have to be strong and be there for eachother .Just remember his love for you will never die i believe that the love you had for one another is everlasting .That will never change.God Bless