Posted by Julie on December 11, 2000 at 16:19:57:
In Reply to: I love you till the end of time........ posted by Doug on December 03, 2000 at 18:43:49:
Doug, I understand your pain so very well. I lost my only soulmate on 14th December 1999, it is almost a year and as it draws nearer all my enormous pain keeps flooding back to me. He died in our bed within a matter of minutes, he had no chance, i tried so helplessly to bring him back but knowing that will never ever happen just kills me too inside. He blessed with me with two wonderful children, a daughter who is now six and a boy who has just turned two. Christmas is so near , yet have no christmas spirit at all. The ghost of christmas past is well and truly here. It is so so difficult to carry on as normal because there is no normal and probably never will be. I wish you and your children my sincere best wishes, Tammy will want you and the kids to live and love each other forever, you owe that to her. Take very special care of yourself.