Posted by Jake Lods on March 23, 2000 at 20:44:48:
In Reply to: Poem - "When Tomorrow Starts Without Me.." posted by Monica's Husband on February 02, 2000 at 01:43:52:
Dear Sean, I enjoyed the poem you have here. Matter of fact I'm printing it out now! This is my first time to be in this section of the internet.I'm twenty two years old and I just lost my wife on Dec. 7' 1999 who was twenty three with a birth day on Dec. 14, and eight months pregnant. I lost her and my son to medical malpractice. I haven't talked about it much. I stay busy to ocupy my time. Sometimes I feel like I need to be there more for my mother in law but I just don't like to sit around and make conversation of it becuase it is not a happy one! So I thought I would take a look around in here on my computer. Sometimes I feel like I need to talk to someone but I don't want to burdon anyone with having to listen to me cry and carry on. It's hard also to come home from work everyday and go to sleep in the same bed your wife and son lost their lives in, in your arms without being able to say good bye.that night replays in your head over and over again especially yhe nights you don't fall right asleep! And we had a great relationship! We have been together since 7-14-95 and I treated her like a queen and was the best boyfriend and then husband a girl could ask for. But now that I have had my loss I can think of tons more I wish I would have done also! I feel robbed of my life! One day I'm planning a future for three and now my future plans have to be cut back to one. I have yet to adjust. Well I guess I will go. I have to get up at five for work. I truely enjoyed your poem, Jake