Posted by Iris Hoeller on January 16, 19100 at 03:41:37:
There is this rather new song from Ronan Keating "When you say nothing at all". It's been on the radio all the time.
Unfortunately it was published after Fred died.
When I first heard that song on the radio I broke down with tears - the words are so touching and exactly what I always felt about Fred - it is so amazing!!!
I still have to cry whenever I hear that song but I do like to listen to it nevertheless as it expresses so deeply my feelings for Fred.
I would have so much liked Fred to know that song and play it for him to tell him how much I love him.
Fred knew that anyway, however it is just because it hits the nail on the head!!!
Here are the lyrics: WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up my dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on you face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as you may, they could never define
What's being said between your heart and mine
The smile on you face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all.
Isn't that amazing??? Especially the chorus as I was 100% sure Fred would do anything for me, he would always lift me up when I was feeling down and would have stayed by my side, no matter what!!!
Fred was always smiling and telling me over and over again that I made him the happiest man on earth, that he is so greatful to have found me and that he desperately needs me and my love!!!
Anybody could feel this special radiance between us.
And Fred was telling everyone, his friends and even colleagues at work that I am his world, mean everything to him and about how wonderful and beautiful I am (which made me feel a little bit uncomfortable at times as I never had such a high opinion of myself).
I miss Fred so badly, I miss calling him from work just to tell him how much I love him, I miss the security and strength Fred gave me!!!!!! I miss his jokes, the way he made me laugh - everything!!!!!
I miss doing all the things that made him happy!
It is so hard ....
Iris