Posted by Brandy Croteau on February 05, 2003 at 22:04:06:
In Reply to: Re: Re: widow at 28 posted by SONYA on October 02, 2002 at 13:11:47:
You sound like a strong woman. I lost Steve inMay but I feel like I have grown a lot since his death and because of his death. I just started dating someone who makes me feel wonderful. You are right about going on. I went to Steve's crash site on Tuesday and I felt such healing within me. I miss my husband every minute. What has made me live is my children. I know in my heart Steve had children with me because of who I am. I need to continue to be that person. It is my job to ensure my 1 and 3 year old never forgets their father. My son was 8 months old when Steve died so he will only know what he is told and what he sees. My daughter and my husband have the same birthday. Every night she wishes her daddy a Hppy Birthdya. At time swe forget to see the joys of life. Write back if you want to talk. Hang in there. Know it is okay to break down and take time for yourself.