Posted by don on October 28, 2001 at 19:35:47:
In Reply to: Re: Re: feeling very lonley posted by Ruth on October 26, 2001 at 19:03:58:
,,,do we ever really get over the lonlies,,,,My wife died,,,8 yrs ago,,allready,,we were married,,16 yrs,,,at times i feel great,,,like life is to be lived,,,,and then i have a weekend like this,,and ol'e crapola,,of lonliness comes back,,,,
oh yes,,i tried dating,,in fact i had a virtual revolving door the 1st yr after she died trying to find a life,,,and someone to love with my heart,,,,,just want a "normal woman,"..after trying so hard,,i thought i woud take time off for my boys,,and that has been good,,and they have responded and grown to be nice young men,,,,
but somhow i feel cheated,,,cheated of the life with,,and love of a good woman all these yrs,,why has God forgotten me,,,,well may i have forgotten him,,too,,in my tears,,,