Posted by Cathy on October 05, 2001 at 19:00:10:
In Reply to: Re: My Best Friend..... Ahhhh... why? posted by Cheryl on August 29, 2001 at 19:53:02:
To all of you at loss. My best friend/husband died 5/14/01 after 22 years of marriage. Friends were there for the 1st 2-3 weeks then nothing.Even my family no longer calls or visits. I couldn't function living in the house we had lived in since the day we were married. I moved. Idon't know if it was right or wrong. I just Knew my children needed their mom, and I wasn't able to go on there. To many dreams that I couldn't fulfill. I have actually found complete strangers that have been kinder to us then life long friends.I guess one reason is that I don't feel that I have to be acting. I go to church daily and tottaly abandon myself in Gods hands. I do and say what is in my heart and no longer worry about what others might think. He is a Father to the fatherless. He gives me strength. My duty now is to raise my children to love the Lord so that one day we can all see my sweet husband again.