Posted by lorraine haley on September 07, 2001 at 04:40:21:
hi im 25 i lost my brother when i was 8 he was 5 he was run over by a car.i was ignored by my mum and dad at the time.they seemed to think it affected them only.
over the years ive been in trouble at home/school..i was expelled from 2 schools...i ended up in a childrens home because of fighting with my mother.when it seemed i was getting on track all i can do is feel anger at him for leaving me...all i need sometimes is a hug or smile from him...i ididnt even get to say goodbye.i have children of my own and happily married now.but i still feel part of me is missing...i hate my step brother and sister i never really blended in with them.. well after my brother died she remarried and 2 more kids...i was seperate from that family...johnathan was my family.when i get down i talk to him...he must be listining sometimes....but its so hard when i know if he was here he would help or be here anytime and give me hug when ever i needed it..we were the best of friends and after all these years im still lost without him.
soory i went on and on
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