Posted by jennie on April 04, 2001 at 15:24:17:
In Reply to: Re: loss of a husband posted by eileen on December 30, 2000 at 18:56:47:
i lost my rocco on 3/8/01, i feel i can't go on without him. the pain and hurt in my heart is endless. i do have some good days, but mostly my days feel empty and lonely. we had so many things left to do in life. I avoid going in the bedroom unless necessary, i can;t even bring myself to change the room as i normally do the whole house for springtime. my kids are extremly there for me all the time. however i had thoughts that if i didn't have them and my grandkids, what would be the use to go on. it's not even a month yet, and i think does it have to get worse before it gets better? i hope i can get through this with some help of course....thanks to all of you.