Posted by YBryson on March 24, 2001 at 13:49:49:
In Reply to: widowed Oct. 2000 posted by Janice on March 17, 2001 at 14:22:34:
Janice, I too lost my husband in May/2000. We have an 8 year old son. I try to keep a positive attitude most of the time by looking at life in a different perspective (we're all going to be together again someday). But there are times when that attitude really takes a dump!! I miss Brad so much that the crying just takes over. It has been almost a year and it is harder in some ways now than it was before. I keep myself so busy most of the time that it is exausting. I feel blessed that we have such a beautiful son and I really that him fill me up. I remind myself that this is the greatest gift Brad has given me and I will do my best to raise him as we both would have. I hope that you are finding some peace. I'm trying to think back to when Brad first passed away and to tell you the truth time feels very strange. I don't remember alot of things and I usually remember everything!! Please drop me a line sometime. It is comforting to know that we're not alone.