Posted by Natalie on February 03, 2001 at 16:45:03:
In Reply to: Guilt and Grief posted by Jason on January 23, 2001 at 20:26:30:
I can understand exactly what you are saying. I lost my husband about 3 weeks ago on the
11 January 2001. In an accident that should never of happened. He was only 34 years old. Keith and I were stationed in Mannheim, Germany. Actually, he was stationed there (military) and I of course came along. Everything was great. We had a new baby girl that was born in October. He had just got promoted and I had just got promoted in my job. Life could not have been better. Then my whole world was turned upside down in a instant. The Army people in there suits came to my door and said that my husband had been hit by a truck. Now I have been shipped back to the states along with my daughter. I don't have a job, a house, or a husband anymore. Everything has been taken away from me except for my daughter. Thank God I have her or I would be insane. I was never big on going to Church or anything like that. I figured that my faith in God was enough. Now I question even that. I don't know???? I am currently staying with my in-laws. It has helped a bit, but I feel like I can't talk to them. I understand that they have lost a brother and a son, but I have lost my soulmate. Please feel free to respond to my post.
Natalie